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[01 Mar 2005|10:52pm] |
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the faint |
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i've seen you a while now
long enough to be close
there's some things about you
that i should know
(i still don't)
with all the questions we didn't ask
our conversations could never last
our moments alone were scarce and few
it was just easier to hide the truth
if all of our secrets were exposed
would we be sharing the same bed
how about if i broke the silence first
did i hear what you're thinking in your head
i need to be talked to, i need to be touched
i need you to hold me, i need to feel loved
and if i could open up to you
maybe i could open you up
but instead i got the phone call,
"just thought i'd call to let you know
i wanna be alone all night again"
with all the questions we didn't ask
our conversations could never last
i need to be talked to, i need to be touched
i need you to hold me, i need to feel loved
and if i could open up to you
maybe you could open up to me
we'd do all the things that lovers do
i've been meaning to tell you how i feel...
but instead i got the phone call
"just thought i'd call to let you know
i wanna be alone all night again"
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| girls poker night |
[13 Feb 2005|07:22pm] |
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in pain should be an option |
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my grandparents chatting their heads off |
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Woke up and was reminded I am female.
( UGH )
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| So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings? |
[16 Jan 2005|01:38pm] |
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amber pacific |
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It's starting to get old,
the story that untold.
Reflect before we walk into what we already know won't be so easy.
Looking back at high school drama.
Didn't try to fix what we thought were problems.
Someone's writing empty letters.
Is there no other way?
Staring at your reflection every day,
can make or break my heart away.
When you won't listen to what's hard for me to say?
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad.
And once again we're further away from what we never had.
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share.
It's just not enough,
when we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares.
There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays.
We can't take back what's done, but We can look ahead.
And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here.
And there's no end to what I'd give,
to know just what you meant when you said,
"How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?"
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad.
And once again we're further away from what we never had.
So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share.
It's just not enough,
when we're so much more than friends.
We're much too young to throw away our cares.
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| title and registration |
[30 Dec 2004|12:46pm] |
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death cab for cutie |
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it's been dark and wet outside. i am taking full advantage.
( +4 )
leave love<3
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[21 Dec 2004|03:57pm] |
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Dear Live Journal,
This is bobbylee.
He is my friend and I adore him.
The end.
Love,
Erika
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[07 Dec 2004|11:09am] |
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i think u2 is on vh1... |
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these are just some random shots. i have no real use for them. but i was afraid that no one would see them if i didn't post them.
( this is where i fall )
leave love<3
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| he amazes me .:. photo update soon! |
[06 Nov 2004|12:09am] |
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four days and your a fool
for falling for someone you never knew
understand distance kills the hope
nothing more than letters washed away with soap
apoligize and lose the prize
to late to reach for again
look at yourself you need some help
didn't you learn before what this can do to men
dear stomach
i'm so sorry
i didn't mean it all over again
these butterflies
its not my fault
its hers and she does it again and again
try to understand what it is I felt
why the need arose to kiss her lips
whys she gota be just who she is
and flaunt that personality and her hips
so long ago i swore to me
if another one came along i'd just leave her be
but this time around as i hit hollow ground
the echos of her voice still becon me
the lyrics you speak as you move each day
they bring me closer into loves fray
stop right now just be a bitch
else this divot in my heart will become a ditch
its so hard for me as you can see
your to sweet for me to take it anymore
i'd do anything, i'll be your whore
and i know you wouldn't leave my heart on the floor
dear stomach
i'm so sorry
i didn't mean it all over again
these butterflies
its not my fault
its hers and she does it again and again
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